Wish i could've been more decisive than ever before. I have been casual all along and i guess this attitude of mine lead to this situation. Well i've never felt alone in this matter though i have seen many simillar to me . Today i'm exploding on behalf of you people. I pledge to be stronger to read myself and do take a decision. Well bloging is nice option to let it out . Don't bother reading this its my personal emotion wanted to shed it off my mind and yes i feel better now :-) :-)